Hitting a brick wall is no fun when playing online poker, and, boy have I been hitting those walls big time.

For some weird reason I find myself playing really well and all of a sudden I go mad and start pushing to win the big pot. Why do I do it I ain’t got a clue but I find myself doing it on a regular basis.

Its not that I ain’t disciplined. I can be really focused and studiously concentrating, then all of a sudden BAM! All in even when I know I am beat I still push forward as if I am going to magically make a winning hand.

It is really getting me down as I cannot control these senseless urges to take on mathematical certainties. I seem to make up my mind that the next hand i am going to give it some welly and do some damage. The only problem it is me that gets damaged.

I have notice that I only seem to do this when I play online and it happens when a game has reached the 3 – 4 hour mark. It is as if I have lost interest and need to end the game so I can move on and do something more worthwhile.

its not as if I am in ‘full tilt’ or anything because if my mad push pays off and it sometimes does I regain my senses and start to play a more sensible game. I have noticed that if I get some robotic individual who raises just before the button on a regular basis, I feel a need to not necessarily protect my blinds, but to call the other persons bluff and see if they have faith in the manual they have been reading.

As I am writing this blog I have just done it again and got done by a flush when I was chasing a straight. Why do I do these foolish things?

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Poker Totty Samantha

Poker Totty Samantha in Pink

I don’t actually play poker but prefer to watch Texas Hold ‘Em

You must have a go at poker since participation is always better than watching?

I intend to start playing online poker with my husband once we get our laptop working properly.

What is your daytime job?

I’m a fulltime mother.

How would you describe yourself physically?

Thin with natural 32e boobs and a tight peachy bum.

I don’t have a favourite designer.

Poker Totty Samantha showing the flag

When did you decide that modelling maybe a career for you? 

When I regained my figure, after I had my baby.

How difficult was it to regain your figure?

Luckily enough for me I lost all the baby weight within a month and within 6months I was back to my size 8 and feeling good about my body again.

Who are your favourite models?

Katie Price (Jordan).

What is it about Katie Price that you like?

The fact that I think she is gorgeous, has a fantastic figure and still finds time to be a mum to all her children.

Hardcore music, favourite Dj is Scott Brown also I am a Robbie Williams fan.

Do you have any hobbies?

Clothes and shoe shopping.

Poker Totty Samantha with flowers

Watching stand up comedians on DVD or chick flicks

What is your favourite chick flick?

Well there is plenty to choose from but I must say it is going to be “Over her dead body” what a funny film.

Which cuisine do you prefer?

Chinese.

If you had a choice would it be a Prada handbag or a Jimmy Choo

shoes?

Jimmy Choo shoes.

Which city would you like to be in and why?

New York because I’ve always wanted to go to New York since I was 8yrs old.

Poker Totty Samantha relaxing

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When you’re a wino in France, and, some idiot gives you wine but no corkscrew then you have to be inventive and use the most obvious implement – a shoe!

Poker Totty Amanda Wall

New Poker Totty Amanda Wall has never learned to play poker as she was involved with financial statistics rather than probabilities of a flush draw. However, since her vital statistics means she would be a welcome addition to the poker tables, one must assume that she will pick the game up pretty quickly. Welcome Poker Totty Amanda W!

Do you play Texas Hold ‘Em or Omaha?
I haven’t no, only as I don’t know how to, maybe if anyone wants to give me some lessons.

I am sure you would get a lot of offers to teach you, are you prepared for the deluge of offers?
Haha I sure am, can’t wait.

Poker Totty in lovely underware

What is your daytime job?
I’m a financial services administrator, and have just qualified as an accountant back in August.

Congratulations, how did you find studying the course?
The course was really difficult most people quit after the first year, but I had to focus on what I wanted to achieve to complete the course, which is to set up my own accounts company from home and model in my spare time.

How would you describe yourself physically?
Fit, I do boxercise, and have had pole dancing lessons.

Do you have any videos of your boxercise/pole dancing that you would share with our readership?
I don’t yet but maybe in the future I could get some and share.

Poker Totty Amanda W by a pond

Which designer do you admire?
to be honest I am not a designer kind of girl I love most of the high street brands, inc. Playboy, Morgan.

When did you decide that modelling maybe a career for you?
When I turner 30, I thought it’s now or never.

Who are your favourite models?
Katie Price (aka Jordan), Lucy Pinder, Danielle Lloyd, Kelly Brook.

What sort of music and artist do you like?
I like all types RnB, Dance, Pop, 80′s 90′s from Rhianna, Leona Lewis Black eyed Peas Usher Justin Timberlake, A bit of Wham, Cher as long as I can sing and dance to it i like it.

Do you have any hobbies?
Spending time with my daughter, Shopping, Dancing, Socialising and having fun.

What is your favourite entertainment?
Time with my Daughter.

With your careers it must be rewarding to spend time with your daughter?
It definitely is, she is the best thing to ever happen to me.

Which cuisine do you prefer?
A good old Sunday dinner mmmmm.

If you had a choice would it be a Prada handbag or a Jimmy Choo shoes?
Jimmy Choos definitely.

Which city would you like to be in and why?
New York, would love the sex and the city lifestyle.

Poker Totty Amanda W on a sofa

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